Empty
Did you ever have one of those days, weeks, months, or year where you feel empty inside? I don’t know why, but the past two days I have felt empty for some reason. It isn’t anything I can pinpoint or even describe other then the feeling of emptiness.
Sadly, like most teens, I spent most of my teen years with this feeling. Then I knew what the reasons why I was empty. But, for where I am in my life, I should not have this feeling. I have been trying to cheer myself up by thinking of my kids, my jobs, and my life they way it is right now and truly, I have nothing to feel empty about.
Granted, the past couple of days I have had several bumps in the road due to what was supposed to be a joke and a long conversation with my only remaining grandmother. I called her last night and we spoke for a half hour. She is really lonely and really missing us since we moved down here. We used to be so close when I was growing up. They used to be over to our house every weekend.
But anyway, I just am feeling really bummed out and wish I knew why. The empty feeling isn’t something I like, but it is here. Anyway, I will deal with it as I always do. Take care and chin up to everyone.
Did you ever have one of those days, weeks, months, or year where you feel empty inside? I don’t know why, but the past two days I have felt empty for some reason. It isn’t anything I can pinpoint or even describe other then the feeling of emptiness.
Sadly, like most teens, I spent most of my teen years with this feeling. Then I knew what the reasons why I was empty. But, for where I am in my life, I should not have this feeling. I have been trying to cheer myself up by thinking of my kids, my jobs, and my life they way it is right now and truly, I have nothing to feel empty about.
Granted, the past couple of days I have had several bumps in the road due to what was supposed to be a joke and a long conversation with my only remaining grandmother. I called her last night and we spoke for a half hour. She is really lonely and really missing us since we moved down here. We used to be so close when I was growing up. They used to be over to our house every weekend.
But anyway, I just am feeling really bummed out and wish I knew why. The empty feeling isn’t something I like, but it is here. Anyway, I will deal with it as I always do. Take care and chin up to everyone.
posted by Brewster at 5:42 PM
1 Comments:
Sometimes when something is empty, its easier to fill it. You get to pick and choose what to put inside.
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